things around me.

some of the things happened unexpectedly.
neither you can predict its going to happen.

it tends to make me a different person.
thinking with a different point of view,
unlike before; the immatured me.


im not the only one who said im different.
some said i am wayyyy different than before.
i love to be alone sometimes.
i like to observe peoples and surroundings.
i rarely put myself in any conversations.
walk alone and think and think and think.
stay silent.

i am not so sure what exactly i am thinking.
the things in my head makes me let myself to be alone.



but one thing for sure,
until now i am trying really hard to let myself understand whats your fucking main reason of doing this to me?